speeding down a winding road with the windows wound down in the middle of the night, music blasting, feel the rain splash on my thighs, watch the ash disappear with the wind. listen as they yell along. how exhilarating. i don't know for sure how 'infinite' felt in the perks of being a wallflower, but that felt pretty fucking infinite to me. a slight wish that all would end there and it would be the last thing i know. but as expected the moment concludes. still, i walk away with a smile on my face. whenever i feel alone i'm going to think of this, it is wonderful and i love them so.