so i realise how it only takes so long to decide that something or someone is not worth your time

so i understand a little better why i exist within a coat of thin air. that like the air between a bullet train and its track. magnetic levitation. when friction is eliminated one is difficult to grasp on to.

how could that much effort ever be worth dispensing. even i wouldn't do that for someone like myself.

call me insecure,
do nothing to fix it