be here now

how many days are you afraid of turning off?
you'd be amazed how easy it's been to sleepwalk
i'm in a state where i can't tell what's right from wrong
i'm making a face that i've been holding for far too long

i'm on the cross i'm on the cross
nothing to hide when all is lost
i'm on the cross i'm on the cross
a truth or a lie, which could be worse?

how many days til i can see that i'm just fine
i try and i try but i just need a little time
i haven't slept in one month
things just don't seem okay
and every time the sun's up it's a new yesterday

i'm on the cross i'm on the cross
nothing to hide when all is lost
i'm on the cross i'm on the cross
a truth or a lie, which could be worse?

drill the pressure right out of my head
maybe i'm scared maybe i am
drill the pressure right out of my head
maybe i'm scared maybe i am

weak and paranoid
when i speak white noise
pours out from my voice
every time i move my lips
tears your little ears to bits

i'm frozen all the time
deer in headlights
i'll get to the point
you can't depend on love or truth
to get you through

do you want me to explain?
are you broken at the bone?
do you try and rearrange
a better life, a bigger home?
so turn off the lights
or at least unplug the phone
i'm a threat when i'm left alone

how many days are you afraid of turning off?
do you feel like letting go?

it's been a good life
i'll be sad to see it go